2021.10.20 16:39 Taric25 Gay🐈IRL
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2021.10.20 16:39 Deadpool-X-Force So we now need an ID to eat? Seriously explain this.
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2021.10.20 16:39 Cashewcup Anyone else have an overflowing “lap” husky?
2021.10.20 16:39 ayonesaucey NR200 AiO exhaust or intake?
2021.10.20 16:39 stonk_v6 Starting my first age of sigmar army and really liked the look of the soulblight. I’m not a great painter but happy with how they have turned out.
2021.10.20 16:39 small___onion Just being a homo on my porch 😏
2021.10.20 16:39 Kandiblu Translating is tricky
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2021.10.20 16:39 StrengthDazzling8922 Did they sell me a 4 year Prepaid Maintenance package on a 3 year lease? I am just noticing this now that I have to turn in car at end of month (I may buy it.) I know now they over charged me either way. Just wondering if I keep car do I have next service already paid for?
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2021.10.20 16:39 chilichile77 Sara And Hilaria Baldwin's Momfessions In The Wild
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2021.10.20 16:39 dunk07 GetFPV coupon
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2021.10.20 16:39 jasonbourne316u Can losing weight make your penis grow (and not just by reducing your fat pad)?
2021.10.20 16:39 SIRZOBEK Primer LEGOcificado, está todo rancio pero seguro irán mejorando. Si gustan también los puedo colorear, solo que no sé colorear muy bien sjsjs (ni dibujar) Guarden este suceso histórico de LEGOcificación
2021.10.20 16:39 easy0lucky0free Most Wholesome Players Awards---who is in the running, who is winning?
Top three would be Chicken George, Cliff and Donny. I would watch a reality show just about them barbecuing, I swear. Being in their company must feel like a hug.
The only woman I can think of that would fit in the wholesome category would be Meg, maybe. She was a real sweetheart.
(Judd would have been on my list at the time of watching his season, but he ruined it by being a big covid conspiracy theorist so buh bye)
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2021.10.20 16:39 HGG_Uckk Váltás a vidéki buborékból a fővárosi szférába
TLDR: Rendszerszervezőként szeretnék nyitni a Budapesti munkalehetőségek felé és ehhez szeretnék tapasztalatokat és véleményeket kérni, mert buborékban érzem magam egy vidéki fejlesztőcégnél.
Egy vidéki informatikai közel 130 fős cégnél dolgozom 4 éve rendszerszervezőként, vagy business / system analyst ha a másik cég így használja. Kb. 10% a 30 alattiak száma, nagyobb részben a 40-50 közötti korosztály van jelen. (Az én csapatom felét a < 35 korosztály teszi ki)
Egyetem után ez az első munkahelyem, így személyes tapasztalatom az éles "IT világáról" innen van. Vállalati területen tevékenykedek, egy 12 fős csapatban. (PM / Fejlesztők / Szervezők ) Végzek mindenféle feladatot, amire szükség van. Ügyféllel kapcsolattartás, logikai tervezés & dokumentálás, folyamattervezés, képernyőtervezés és prototípuskészítés, de a fejlesztés után is én végzem a részletes teszteléseket, készítem a felhasználói leírást.
Kellett már honlapokat, készlet & raktárkezelő rendszert, számlázás & pénzügyeket kezelő rendszert terveznem a szükséges jogszabályoknak való utána járással. Ha kellett elutaztam ügyfélhez az indulás napján és ott menedzseltem a dolgokat, ha kellett elemzéseket/ dashboardokat csináltam Data Studioban / Analyticsben, hogy az ügyfélnek a jövőben már csak egy dátum választás a feladata velük.
Mindezek mellett mégis elkap a szorongás, ha arra gondolok, hogy kilépnék ebből a buborékból és a fővárosi lehetőségek felé nyitnék: Megtudnék-e felelni az ottani elvárásoknak? Itt úgy érzem nagyon megáll(t) a tanulási lehetőség, viszont én szeretnék tovább fejlődni, tanulni és még egy szinttel komolyabban végezni a munkámat.
(Itt már "csodának" tekintik, hogy komolyabban kezelem a Postmant, Dbeaverben kutatok az adatbázisban vagy rászántam az időt, hogy megismerjem a React/JS alapjait, hogy frontendessel jobbat szót értsek.)
Mi a tapasztalatotok fejlesztőként, hogy zajlik a rendszerszervezők / üzleti elemzők élete a "nagy cégeknél"? Milyen tényleges tudással érkeznek oda a szervezők?
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2021.10.20 16:39 ardyndidnothingwrong What game gets magic right, or makes it super fun?
Imo, anything with spell crafting or combining effects is so much fun. Like Magika, or Oblivion.
Also, games that use magic to let you interact with the world in creative ways. When magic is more than sure a way to damage stuff. Perhaps levitating things, or using fire to light stuff on fire (as opposed to just hitting enemies and have "burn status" applied)
On the other hand, any game that treats magic like a rock, paper, scissors is a pretty shitty use of magic. If it feels like you magic is just different color projectiles, you are doing magic wrong.
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2021.10.20 16:39 FrontpageWatch2020 [#164|+2735|53] Apparently Cthulhu’s kid was taken [r/softwaregore]
2021.10.20 16:39 neoncrucifix I miss this Hollyoaks.
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2021.10.20 16:39 BidensBloodyEye Virginia Dems Push To Ditch Witness Requirement For Absentee Ballots As Youngkin Gains Ground
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2021.10.20 16:39 FrontpageWatch2020 [#367|+845|29] Elephant collects trash and deposits it in the bin. [r/AnimalsBeingBros]
2021.10.20 16:39 Tobias-VoxelSI We're giving away Voxel Eggs! 1. Upvote this post 2. Put wallet in comments 3. Join the discord! discord.gg/5cCwbDuKpt
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2021.10.20 16:39 Sephardson [OoT] EPIC Legend of Zelda medley | virtual string orchestra 🎻
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2021.10.20 16:39 LiveFreeOrDinosaur Is 4TB of iCloud storage achievable in any form anymore?
I know when Apple first released Apple One it was stackable on existing 2TB plans, but from what I gather that is no longer the case. Would it be possible for me to add my wife who has a 2TB plan so we can jointly share 4TB? My iCloud is full at 2TB due to a large number of photos and videos.
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2021.10.20 16:39 AylaChristy Strike! Let the Gorilla Army of Shroomland be vanquished by the Treemen of Pirate Kingdom.
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2021.10.20 16:39 YendisXVI Does Spirituality Affect Anxiety?
2021.10.20 16:39 Guitarbox Circumstances seem kinda extreme... I just wanna vent a bit
It’s been a year and a couple of months since we first met, both 19, and four months since I was hospitalized because I had an episode where I received false signs and I was so worried that I called him to confirm.
I know from a friend that in our past lives we took a break and this is the life when we get back together. She said it seems I have a lot of regret around it. I don’t know how many years was it. I thought 200 but that was around the time some of the signs I was getting were false.
I’ve been having my stomach react in big swelling from a bit after I was discharged. It doesn’t go away, even when a lot of time passes by. I also couldn’t listen to songs for a long while, it seems this passed by a bit now. I would feel dark, I guess it would touch feelings. It feels really good to vent this, I know I can’t vent this much to people around me so I’m kinda using this as a diary, for some reason I wanted to write it down. I also can’t have sex without feeling super dark the day after. So I’m avoiding it for now.
From before the time I was getting false signals, a couple of months after we broke off (we knew for one week), I got signals that he was having trouble sleeping because of me, and it was so bad that my left eye got a dark circle below it too for a couple of months. When I cried, tears came out only from my right eye.
Our syncs seem beyond and over. Every sync I heard other twins have, we have it too. Names have the same letters in English, our faces give similar vibes and our hands are identical, our birthdays are 3 days apart, we have the same soul urge numbers, our phone numbers are alike, our moms both work with animals, his dad has my name, we were both introduced to anime at the same age, to the same anime series. We have the same fav characters there and remember the same moments from it. He asked me to sing him the first opening of that anime, the lyrics of that song say “fairy where you going? I’ve collected all the light to light up your future. The times spent with you are important to me. Don’t say goodbye.” It feels like there is a lot of those fun things this life even though we knew for so little and broke off for so long. As if. Idk. As if those signs would help wink at us and brush off doubts. We both seemed to be heavily mentally affected by it even when we didn’t have anything triggering around it. And we both don’t know why.
I supposed colonization broke us apart, but now that I’m reading more about it I’m doubting that it kept us too triggered to be together for 400 years, since his supposed past country was colonized. I live today in Israel, but since I was little I felt a bit detached from the culture and sometimes it feels like I’m surrounded by aliens. He is Jewish and it is the only Jewish country. I love my family here though. So I’m wondering what was it that broke us apart. I feel like we’re both so gentle in our nature, and I don’t know who I was and what I’ve been through, but today I’m someone who really doesn’t get swayed by other people’s business. I only like the simple life with my friends and loved ones and I don’t think I experience a lot of turbulence in it. On the other hand he seemed to be struggling with his self image when I met him. I don’t know for sure but it felt like a lot.
I’m just laying down wondering when will my stomach stop swelling and hurting. It’s been months. It feels astronomical. I know so little about what’s bothering me about it yet my body is reacting, and I wish I could get signs and learn about my past to try to heal it, but I’m trapped, it triggered me so much that I lost contact with reality.
I treasure my days with my family and yet, unlike before that episode, he pops in my mind often. I miss his gentleness. And sometimes I think to myself, is this part in me something he’d treasure and miss? Ah. It sounds really bad on paper. I just miss a lot of things about him so sometimes I feel like I am lucky to be around myself, because I envy those who are around him and him himself.
What did I do that I regret so much? What happened between us? Why are we so tight about this? And especially, why was I so chill when meeting him? I didn’t feel strong love towards him like I fell for my false. I felt so chill. I was just enjoying getting to know him. And the way convo always flowed so easy and was fun. And after spending a day with him and seeing how without doing much at all, charming and funny moments kept happening to us, I just felt so laid back about it. I talked to myself about it and I just wanted to continue getting to know him just like that. I didn’t have any expectations, or strong feelings, I was just kind of amazed at our connection and wished to continue hanging out and letting things happen on their own. After learning about the nature of twins I understood we would have gotten triggered and it would have resulted in heartbreak, so I’m glad he ran, but I’m just amazed at my own feelings. I was so chill. It’s even unlike me. To be this comfortable and hands off with new people. Ah, my stomach hurts like heck right now. My legs are getting numb from how it aches. I just wanna live my happy life in peace. Man. It’s the first time since hospitalization that it hurts like this.
So, yeah. Like somehow I was so hands off. I was so not chasing. I was so not panicked. Fuck it hurts lemme have a second. And even though of that, when he ran I had so much anxiety and sorrow about it. And it seems like all of this recent situation resulted from suppressed feelings about it. Ah. Maybe that’s why I was so nonchalant about it. That’s what happened with my other suppressed trauma. I always used to feel apathetic towards it. I did fee pretty apathetic towards him when we were just texting and calling. Maybe this trauma is also to teach me about this mechanism. I carried it for years without knowing, until I got so triggered that it blew up and opened up all this anxiety that got stored over the years. And my new found anxiety disorder was so bad. I could barely even get out of my room for a month. I learned that not triggering myself is the best way for me to go about it. My feelings got soothed the more time went by and the more I adjusted to the world around me being peaceful and not threatening like I thought. And when I could I gave time to release thoughts and understand myself. And I could find out what I think scares me, and I could come near my triggers and show myself that there is no need to fear them, gently, in a way that helped me. Maybe the past year I spent in recovery was also to teach me about this, and to treat the thing with my twin like that too. I tried making myself cry to cry it out, I am trying to give it time and be patient with my stomach and triggers. It’s odd that I can’t even listen to music or dance like I like to. Not gonna be graphic about it but my stomach def just had an episode. Physically. And maybe this trauma was also to make me battle and acknowledge my fear of tragedies and humane life getting caught up in wars in this life, and to maybe heal from it a little.
I still wanna know what happened to us. I don’t even know if it really had to do with colonization anymore. I don’t know who I was when I last met him. Maybe I’ve been through a lot. And maybe we were the same. What caused us to break apart that is leading us to months of stress effects right now? I wanna know so bad. Ah shit I just had puke come up to my mouth. Dead serious. I wasn’t expecting this. These are proofs that something is seriously wrong with me. I tried self emdr before too. It made my stomach swell more but it also revealed more hidden feelings of mine. Like I really felt like I wanted to be the knight on the white horse for him, (the perfect prince), because it felt like he has been through too much to make him go through more. And it makes sense to me. I can get it. If I have been bad to him before to this extent I wouldn’t want to put him through more in this life. That would be kinda horrible. Though I feel like I will look back at this and think differently. It would just be going back to the pain he knew it is. It seems natural to me that this puts a lot of pressure on being really good to him in this life, and avoiding mistakes. It just makes sense to me. I know you can’t force reality to change but I feel pressured to do well. I’m so tired, I’ve been typing for 40 minutes now. I don’t know why is he stressed about me, his higher self seemed mad at my higher self and mine seemed hesitant and apologetic, when I was receiving signals that proved theirselves in reality. And I don’t know why we met. Maybe just to tap this and trigger our higher selves to work on it. I’m suffering because of it though and at this point it feels like a bit much. I’m sorry but it is a lot for something I can’t find out the circumstances of and give my mind to. I feel foggy darkness around my head so I’ll go to sleep now and hope I’ll be fine tomorrow. Good night everyone. I don’t think me and him will get in contact soon and it makes sense to our circumstances. I wonder if he realized too that it is just too much for him and is moving on with his life. He seemed to be stalking me and curious about me for long after we broke off. I wish I could just talk it over with him and then agree to continue the no contact, but he hasn’t responded to my concern about him...
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