2021.12.08 02:37 ladyledylidy What first impression do you think you make and why?
2021.12.08 02:37 sirjvr JVR - Make It Disappear
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2021.12.08 02:37 Alyogi888 How to power tone your butt with this yoga pose! #Short
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2021.12.08 02:37 Triggaholic Error to ps5 menu?
Seems like this game is a lot worse with errors, hit reg and glitches after the update. It was good for 2-3 days but it’s unplayable and complete garbage now. Is it me or is anyone having more errors than usual?
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2021.12.08 02:37 AppropriateAd8517 I really don't know what to do
I'm coming here for advice because I don't have anyone to confide in anymore.
I (16f) have been friends with a girl (16f) since elementary school (let's call her Katherine). After middle school, we went to different high schools but stayed in contact. After freshman year, I transferred to her high school and joined her new friend group. It was me, Katherine, and two other girls, who I'll call Anna (16f) and Macy (16f). They had been friends since they were young, too. The were like sisters.
Everything was fine at first, and then during November of 2020, Katherine started to change. Anna, Macy, and I had always known Katherine as a quiet, intellectual, mom-friend type, until she started dating her boyfriend (17m). He was a year older and a really, really shitty boyfriend. Katherine began to change. She started wearing revealing dresses and doing other out-of-character things, and it scared us. I began to drift away from Katherine.
That's when I began to get very close to Macy. And this is where I do some terrible, unredeemable things. Macy and I had been in the same friend group for months, but, until early June of 2021, we hadn't interacted that much. But we, over the course of a weekend, became incredibly close, closer than I had ever been with Katherine. She was like a part of me and I loved her more than I ever loved anyone. Now, if any of you out there are queer women, I'm sure you're familiar with the classic, intense female friendship that dwells in the space between romantic and platonic. Well, that was Macy and I.
During this weekend, Macy tells me that Anna had a crush on me at the beginning of the year, and might possibly still have one. This is shocking news, because I had a crush on her, too. This makes what I'm about to describe even worse.
Macy and I decide to trick Katherine and Anna into thinking that we're secretly dating. We called it "vatican cameos", a reference to the tv show Sherlock, which only we two had seen. It was a joke designed to annoy Katherine, and I didn't even think about Anna.
We went to a fair about two days after we made the plan, and constantly snuck off together and "secretly" held each other's hand and other couple-y stuff. It was the first time Katherine and Anna had seen us together after suddenly becoming so close, and it hurt them. Though Katherine and Gabby were extremely close to one another, they both felt protective of their counterpart and resented us becoming so close in so little time.
Now, my memory of this part of the story isn't the most reliable. Around June of 2021, I started suffering from extremely poor memory and experienced bouts of amnesia.
From what I can remember, we accused Katherine and Anna of being jealous of Macy and I. Macy was angry at Katherine, and I can't remember if I was too, or if I was agreeing what Macy said in hopes she wouldn't leave me. I remember believing Katherine was trying to split Macy and I up, and that hurt me. I got mad and said many things I regret. This created a lot of drama, and Katherine ended up leaving/being ejected from the friend group. During these events, Macy and I were constantly together, siding with each other only.
Anna sided with Katherine most of the time. The thing you need to know about Anna is that she is wonderfully in touch with her feelings and is a very empathetic, emotional person. I feel that she took this situation harder than the rest of us.
Things eventually calm down, and the beginning of the 2021 school year rolls around. I have no classes with Katherine or Anna, but I do have some with Macy, and we're very happy. We talk constantly to each other on our laptops during class. Macy and I ignore Katherine. Anna is still in our friend group, but she stays compassionate towards Katherine. They become friends again and asks us to stop bad-mouthing Katherine. We ignore her.
During this time, I'm enrolled in two back-to-back musicals, which means, in October-November, I had 4 weeks of going straight from school to theater until 10pm. This drained me, both depriving me of sleep and overstimulating me daily. I have autism, which makes prolonged social interactions extremely difficult and draining. I began distancing myself from Macy and Anna to save my social battery for rehearsal. I don't sit with them at lunch or in class, and I don't answer their messages.
The other part of this self-isolation was that I was scared of Macy and I's friendship. I was scared that I was going to mess up and she would leave me and I would be all by myself. I pushed her away, and, in doing this, unintentionally hurt her. I had no idea what I was doing.
Finally, after around a week of not talking, she sent me a message. She was confused by my behavior and told me that I need to tell her if I was just tired from theater, of something separate from our friendship was going on and she should ignore it, or if I was tired of our friendship. I chose the 3rd option. I was scared and I hurt her.
The next day, I sent Macy a message. I have no memory of this event (bouts of amnesia.) I basically said that I had no interest in being her friend anymore. I also said that I had never liked Anna in the first place.
This was the worst thing I've ever done. Anna had always said that she feared I didn't like her, as my relationship with Macy was so strong, and I preyed on her insecurities. I was a shitty person. I had never disliked her a day in my life and I only said it to push them both away, not knowing how deeply I was harming them.
The day after that, I was diagnosed with Bipolar depression. That was the reason for my memory loss and loss of emotional stability.
It's December now, and I'm in therapy and on medication. I feel okay. For the first time in my memory, I actually feel okay. I'm genuinely a completely different person than I was while unmedicated. My actions finally set in and I sent Katherine, Macy, and Anna apologies.
Katherine flat-out rejected mine. She asked me to not message her again.
Macy, after a fair amount of conversation about what I had been going through, said that we can still be friends, but not like how we were before.
Anna said that it wouldn't be good for her mental health to be friends with me, but I can always come to her if I need someone. that's more than I deserve.
Macy and Anna told me their sides of the story, which I have included above. I had no idea about any of it. They were hurting so deeply and felt like they couldn't tell me. Emotions were foreign to me and scared me, so I avoided them altogether. I should've thought about the people around me instead of just myself.
Yesterday, I talked to both Macy and Anna. It was fairly meaningless conversation, but I want them to know that I'm okay now and all the turbulence I brought into their lives is gone, forever. I got Anna interested in a musical I'm doing this summer, so it's safe to say our relationship will mend.
Here's what I want to ask advice on: I saw Anna, Macy, and Katherine eating together at lunch the other day. Macy and Katherine made up when I wasn't there. And now I'm afraid I was the thing holding them apart.
Despite everything that happened, I love Katherine. I want her to forgive me.
I'm at the end of my rope and I have no one to turn to because I'm afraid Macy and Anna will feed the information right back to Katherine. I'm completely alone. They were my only friends and now they hate me because of things that happened during a time period I physically cannot remember.
What should I do?
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2021.12.08 02:37 stockinvest-us OC: Signal Alert - GoldenStar identified
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2021.12.08 02:37 RandomGuy22942 Anime with a low MAL score that you enjoyed a lot
I usually look at MAL scores before I start an anime, and I tend to assume that a series isn’t worth my time if its score is too low, but I know I’m probably missing out on a lot of underrated series by doing this. So, what series have you watched with that are, in your opinion, better than their MAL score suggests? For me, I randomly found Hataage! Kemono Michi and finished it in a couple sittings because I enjoyed it so much. However, I found out later that its MAL score is a 6.64, which is a shame since i would have rated it at least a 7.5 or even an 8.5 in terms of pure enjoyment.
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2021.12.08 02:37 1Freezer1 I just played the opening scene from Battlefield 1 again for the first time in a while. It's beginning gave me goosebumps and it's ending brought me to tears.
I think a lot of developers forget just what power they have making games, and i think Storm of Steel encapsulates that power perfectly.
It doesn't even necessarily have to be a campaign, but just some love and understandinf about what you're making, it's more than just a way to make money, the same way that a lot of other things are.
I think Dice, and in large part because of EA, has forgotten this.
If you're in the mood, revisit that opening mission. It was way more powerful and epic than i could have possibly imagined.
Hopefully people at EA figure out what kind of power they have sooner than later so we'll never get a repeat of what happened with 2042 again.
They can be so much better.
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2021.12.08 02:37 lvbinladen Whoever Got a Video of My Boy Doing The Worm in the Pit POST THAT SHIT 🔥🔥🤣
2021.12.08 02:37 BasketAcceptable1210 Passion project/shareholder value in return for app development
I am new to this community. I am not a student, nor am I a professional in this field.
I am looking for a student who would like to assist in the development of an app which could change the way that dating apps operate.
In return for this, it can be used as a project or added to your portfolio, and we can even draw up an agreement for shares in the case that it is picked up by a larger company.
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2021.12.08 02:37 bestcouple350 Add me on snappp thecplxxx01 😘
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2021.12.08 02:37 Vegetable_Abies2814 Non-itchy flat red spots. First appeared on waist and now on legs and torso. No trauma. What are they?
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2021.12.08 02:37 Jljoy Anyone else wondering why its so damn hard to get a summer job this year
2021.12.08 02:37 Good-Winner-2866 Campaign
2021.12.08 02:37 Hangrkelbsh Welcome to Ardana
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2021.12.08 02:37 Sudden_Active_6236 Game crashing on customs?
2021.12.08 02:37 HelloChewbs Ungrateful/ Narc mother is affecting my marriage
2021.12.08 02:37 Common_Egg_7522 你的全新游戏媒体管家：隆重推出 Switshot 2.0
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2021.12.08 02:37 RaunchyAppleSauce I have 100 matrices of size 256 x 256 stores in a 256 x 256 x 100 array. I want to compute the cholesky decomposition of each of these and multiply each cholesky decomposition by a random normal vector. What would be the fastest way to do this without forloops?
Currently I am using for loops to do this but that is extremely slow. I was thinking maybe I generate a 256 x 100 random normal array and then compute matrix vector product but I don’t know how the @ operator works between 256 x 256 x 100 and 256 x 100 arrays.
But even before this, the cholesky decomposition of each matrix relies heavily on a for loop. Any suggestions to speed this up?
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2021.12.08 02:37 TheShadowsDawn Quick question about online status
Usually when I (or anyone) calls someone on Facebook Messenger, they appear online. Even if they aren't, after not answering, they appear online for a few minutes.
I've been trying to get ahold of someone I just talked to an hour ago, but now they aren't answering and it says they were last online an hour ago. The only difference is, when I call them, the calls and messages are delivered but they no longer appear online for those few minutes.
Does anyone know what causes this? I'm pretty sure their phone is on and they have data (or connected to WiFi) or else the messages wouldn't be getting delivered.
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2021.12.08 02:37 doublebarrelblowjobs Second time ever painting my toes. What do you think about the colors?
2021.12.08 02:37 Ender_Bot The Devoun Advent Calendar Day 7!
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2021.12.08 02:37 pj5772 Anyone know what SlowLarge is in Wolfram Alpha?
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2021.12.08 02:37 seflevenin Average lumber in an above average lumber yard
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2021.12.08 02:37 interttius What happened to SP jackets and windbreakers?
Used to remember a lot of ppl wearing it, but it seems to have disappeared along with Moberly. Not even on sale anymore in FC2 or FC5 like last time
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